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What Feeds Us is covered with a luscious picture of
fruits and slices of ripe golden peach (artwork by Brian Rumbolo),
and it opens with an introductory poem that brings the reader
to where the narrators life is as she begins her tales,
In my story, Eve walked out of the Garden,
unencumbered by Adam
and carrying only the apple.
She didnt know where she was going,
but she knew shed need something to eat.
(What Feeds Us)
In the collection we wander with this Eve through her many
reminiscences and we share too, in her feasts. We are invited
to devour blueberries, "strands of blue pearls," about
which she exhorts,
Be a glutton and stuff in a handful, your tongue,
lips, chin dyed blue, as if feasting on indigo. (Blueberry)
We watch voyeurlike, perhaps enviously, as she and a mate,
"like lovers trying positions," revel sensuously in
pasta dish
... It was never spaghetti
between us, not cappellini, nor farfalle,
vermicelli, pappardelle, fettucini, perciatelli
or even tagliarini. Linguini ...
...
...witnessed our slurping, pulling, and
sucking, our unraveling and raveling, chins
glistening ...
(Linguini)
Read that aloud and taste how delicious just the sounds are
in your mouth. And the reader might be forgiven for succumbing,
bee-like to the richnesses of flavours, scents and sensations
in these pages because Lockward so seductively, takes any one
small thought and expands, teases it out into a rich meal of
wit and association. As for instance, in this small excerpt from
an entire page devoted to green,
Thence to the lime for it is a tart
fruit and hangs from trees without
causing any woman to fall.
and later,
Green the colour of money, sound
of some other womans voice.
and before long,
... now I conjure
potions to send to my lover to turn him green,
the color of contagion, burn him in bile ...
(Meditation in Green)
The reader realises soon that not for nothing do fat yellow
and black bees crawl over the fruit on the cover of Lockwards
book. In a poem entitled, Invective Against the Bumblebee
a mother rails at the "Fat-assed insect!" that, mistaking
her baby son for a flower, stings him to tears." She curses
the bee in an aria-like crescendo starting with, "Henceforth
may flowers refuse to open for you" to "May farmers
douse your wings with pesticide and more, and yet more."
And there are other bee poems in the collection to season the
rich poems and to remind us of the stings we risk when we enjoy
and devour the food of life. In Showdown with the King
Bee the King Bee explains to the narrator why he is able
to torment her, to spoil her enjoyments before even he has stung
or not - "I choose you / because you are afraid."
But eventually a lover, The Bee Charmer, manages
to convince the narrator that the beauty and pollen of lifes
roses are worth the risk of an occasional sting. And perhaps
the bees inside and out of this book are also a reminder of the
relative joy of being able to feel pain. I say this because interspersed
through the collection of poems of gusto and the sating of voracious
appetites are poems of numbing loss. One of these entitled The
Gift is a poem about the Christmas present in a box of
"a boy, seventeen. / Hes your new son. // the Prodigal
Boy Kit // Quite a handsome boy, dont you think? // ...wont
ever turn / eighteen. Hell last forever.// This boy wont
break." And another, After the Ice Storm My Son Does
Not Come Home is a poem I couldnt do justice to with
only an excerpt.
This is a volume of poetry to savour like chocolates on the
tongue, a reminder to relish the small and transitory good things
of life. |
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